Relief?

I enrolled Jake in school.  Public school. 

God sure does have a sense a humor.  Joke's always on me.

I feel relieved, though, at turning over the ocean liner to Him.  Because it really has felt like an ocean liner.  And that's because I've been trying to steer it myself, all myself, for so long. 

The moments before I release my grip is always an eternity.  But with release comes renewal.

This is the longest lent I've ever lived through!